| Current mood: |  crushed |
| Current music: | blink 182 .... i miss u |
i wish tht for the next year would just go right for me
well today was CRAP. everything i thought was perfect yesterday...i had martin and ALL my mates..and gained a new one. but now i am missing a friend that i thought i would always have..and i dunno how far i can gowith a sane lok on my face.all i want to do is cry.i feel rly weird.this is the time where i just want to run away.i'll do my GCSE's sumwhere else thanx very much. that type of attitude.seeing az and linzi together allday drives me insane coz i want to be with martin so damn much.i just wish i cud go and spend the rest of my skool life in devon with rio.and go batter some cod with her!but no i am stuck down here.the only things/people tht make basingstoke bearable are all my mates, martin and sum times my family.well my mom...seeings as shes the only member of my family down here!SHIT.i just wana completely take bk everything apart form martin tht happened on saturday.i just wish i had just sat with martin all night and just kissed him.which is all i wanted to do! and all i still want to do...but i shud have spent more time with kerrie, more time with lindsay and more time with mari and rio...i shuda bin the mate to them tht i always say i am.grrr...its so frustratin..i dont kno wot to do...i want answers.i miss sophie too, i miss martin, i miss mari, i miss rio, i miss kerrie and i fucking saw her today..jst shows how much my mates mean to me! i just wish tht i didnt keep getting these setbks...i swear this doesnt happen to other ppl. woteve man!!!!:p
hope brand new was gd fr the lucky fuckers tht went!!!
Make love not war ppl
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