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Thought I'd take a minute before I had to go to work and write a little something in my Blurty. I don't have alot of ttime as I over slept. LOL
Well it seems that Angel was able to work things out on her own with DM this time. I'm really glad for her! I don't mind helping her out and will always be there if she needs me to help her out, but I think she feels better just because she did it herself. Great job, Angel!! And of course DM probably thinks better of her for it too. I just hope that these two sillies can get past the things that are upsetting them and quit getting upset with one another cause niether of them is really upset or mad at the other, it's all the shit that surrounds each of them on a personal level that causes the problems. I know that DM is not happy where he's at, but I think as long as Angel is still "technically" married that he may feel like he's stuck there. I hope to be able to help him see that that's just not the case. Angel has filed for divorce, but these things take time and during that time there is no reason that they can't be together. She's over Mr. McKain and wants only to be with DM and that's all that should matter. I know that he's (DM) a little insecure about it all, just from the things he's said to Angel, but the only way you can sometimes find out the "truth" of a situation is to "risk" it and go ahead and try it. I will talk to DM soon as he can find time to come over and sit down with me for a few minutes. I know he loves Angel and that she loves him and the only thing I can see keeping them apart is his stubborness and unwillingness to accept the fact that Angel is truly over Mr. McKain and wants to move on with her life and would love nothing more than to have DM share that with her. Barble is constantly riding his ass about something and sometimes when I've been on the phone with him, it's been over such stupid shit that I wanted to reach through the phone and snatch her toothless ass up and smack her around a bit. As far as we know she doesn't know that DM is talking to Angel, but sooner or later I figure she'll put two and two together and then all hell will break loose. The only good thing about that is it may be just what it takes to wake DM up and send him where he belongs......to be with Angel!! And then he has to deal with his selfish ass ex and the fact that she uses his kids against him everytime she can't get what she wants from him. Yeah, DM has been with some real winners. LOL
Angel on the other hand is dealing with alot of shit too. Which in turns makes her a little more moody. Not only does she have to deal with Mr. McKain and her cunt-in-law's stupid shit, she now has to deal with her brother and his, whatever she is, having piss poor attitudes. Which the girl her brother is seeing is the only other person that Angel felt she could talk to when I'm not available, like when I'm working or whatever and now she half ass acts like Angel doesn't exist. Which is bullshit as Angel has made herself available for Jen whenever the situation called for it. And then add to that the fact that her (Angel) landlord has idiots that collect the rent for his properties and can't learn to pronounce Angel's name right after being told a hundred times. (her real name of course) and the fact that she has to deal with a child that is sick (hope you feel better soon AS) and another child that is having coping issues. Then you have DM who's New Years resolution was to quit smoking and of course his attitude is for shit because of that and you get raw emotions on both parts. They are going to have to be really strong for one another through all of this if they hope to be together one day. And of course this is all the things I want to say to DM, but I refuse to do it in an email and so must wait until a time when him and I can get together in person.
Well, that's about all I really wanted to write about for the moment. Except to say that I did spend a little bit of time with Angel yesterday and it was really nice to hang out with her for a while. She died my hair for me to cover up all the nasty grey and I think it looks really good. Bri liked it and said it brought out my eyes really nicely. Tom liked it but said he that it was a little darker than he liked it. LOL He'll get over it as I like it and may keep it this color for a while. I wish I could describe it to you all, but I don't think I could do it justice. I guess it's like a burgundy borderline plum color. I don't know, but I like it!! LOL
Well, it's time for me to IM Angel and tell her hi and let her know that I will talk to her later. Maybe after work even. I hate working on rainy days and it's sure rainy today here!! Talk to everyone later ~~~~Demonique
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