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Well, I made it through Thanksgiving without too much fuss. It wasn't so bad spending with SB and her family, but I missed Tom very much. And I did spend some time with my mom and my son. Tom called around 8:00 but I wasn't home yet and he left a message saying he was just checking to see how I was doing. What does he think? As much as I would've liked to talk to him before I went to bed, I just couldn't bring myself to call him back. Selfish? Probably. But I was just too tired and a little bit heartbroken to even care. I went to bed as soon as I got all the goodies put up that my mom and SB sent home with me and here I sit as I couldn't sleep. I think in part it's because Tom isn't home and in part it's the anxiety of starting a new job tomorrow. Which I will try to get on here and update and let everyone know how it goes, but I'm sure I will be tired and probably a little achy. I will probably spend the first hour after I get home in the shower running hot water down my back and legs. LOL I will have to take a bus home as Angel's car isn't running any better even with the new fuel filter on it, so I will have to walk a good little distance from the bus stop home and that will make me even more tired. I'm already looking forward to 3:00. LOL I was going to call her tonight to see how she was doing having to deal with the holiday without her hubby yet again, but I was really tired til I tried to go to sleep for an hour and half. I will just call her after work tomorrow. Not like I need to spend time with my hubby or anything as I'm obviously not important enough for him to even consider staying home with me today. Oh well, whatever, I WILL get over it as I always do. Bri had a nice time with his mom, grandma, and Aunt. He brought home quite a bit of goodies as well. If Tom brings some home we will have to put something in the freezer for safe keeping. I hope one of them brought home some turkey (white meat), as I didn't even have turkey this year as of right now. Not to say that I'm not stuffed like one at the moment, but that's not the same. LOL Lots of people sent me online e-cards wishing Tom and I both a Happy Thanksgiving. So, I thought about what I really had to be thankful for and this is what I came up with: (no particuliar order) 1. Having found a job! 2. My best friend Angel! 3. Good friends that include me in their holiday plans. 4. The fact that even though my computer's a POS, it still lets me communicate with others when I need or want to. Including Blurty. 5. My son. 6. My hubby....even when he upsets me. 7. Another day of life......gotta be a reason I'm here. 8. No more monthlies!! LOL 9. All of my friends....even those I didn't manage to see or hear from today. 10. The fact that @ age 82, my mom was still here to spend some time with me on Thanksgiving. Well, that's my top ten list.....there are others, but if I were to list everything I felt I should give thanks for I would never get to sleep.
Well, that's it for now, I've finally gotten myself tired enough to try to get some sleep. I hope everyone had a safe and happy Thanksgiving. Talk to everyone later~~~~Demonique
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