Demios (demios) wrote, @ 2004-02-13 18:51:00

Current mood:

lonely

Is it normal to feel left behind? I've been feeling left behind as of recent. Sure I'm not alone... but I'm still left behind. I know why... I always know why don't I? Yeah, it's the same old problems, same old reasons, same old hell. All I ever do is break my back... I break it and get left behind. It matters not why it got broken. I get left behind anyway.

People dangle on the edge of cliffs and I'm always there to pull them up... but when I trip and I start to fall... no one is there to pull me up... ever. I always have to pull myself up... always.

I'm upset that this keeps happening. Everyone sees it happen. No one does a damn thing. I know why too. Everything I have with anyone or anything, is taken away... by the people I love the most at that. It's tiresome... I'm so tired. What makes it all worth it. Nothing... nothing at all.

I'm done bitching now

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