|Current mood:|| confused|
|Current music:||Kelly Clarkson- The Trouble With Love|
I'm so happy because this morning I purchased my rifle! I cant wait to start spinning it. Otherwise no good has happened in the past couple days. Infact, it seems to just get worse. Exams....yea they suck....i dont want to do them....I see myself passing math without any hesitation, english will be difficult...gym will be hard at some parts and easy at others, but tech theatre will definantly be the hardest. I really hope I dont fail the tech one. Deceit will kill us all in the end. The truth is...people lie too much. yes, exaggeration is counted as lying. Or not telling someone something that they should be informed about, yea...thats considered lying too. You'd expect me to be out with some friends on a night like this. A friday night, out on the town, party down...well not me. I dont have any friends to hang out with on fridays. I lost my friends to the whirlwind of deceit and colorguard. It seems that no one in colorguard wants to hang out with me, and the people that would hang out with me that are in cologuard have better friends. Yes, people, I have no friends. I guess you can just call me the world's biggest loser. Take a picture, I might be historical one day. Did I do something to the people that I used to call friends? I dont get it!! I'm so lost. Can someone please help me? Maybe I have too high of standards to consider people friends...but I'm not the type of person that says everyone is my friend as long as they dont hate me. You know what? I just want to disappear in my room, and sleep for the rest of my life. I bet anything I'll have better friends in my dreams. Grrrrrrr....ok well I'll stop complaining and go away.