| Current mood: | fucking awesome |
| Current music: | A Guesome Find-Devoid of Humanity |
Fuckin Death METAL
As these days furher and further progress, I find that this amazing creature known as Jenielle is slowly but surely growing on me. Geeze, I'm buzzed after a big ol' bottle of corona extra. The extra means more alcohol, right? I dunno, I'm kinda drunk. But I find that as we hang out more and more, she's confused about her boyfriend. I want her to break it off with him, but I'm not her so I can't exactly make that decision for her. I know, it's weird, but I truly dig her. She's awesome. I want some herb. This drunkenness is unpleasant. New, but definitely unpleasant to the system. Don't get me wrong, when I drink to get drunk, I fucking drink. But right now, it's not nearly as nice as a good herb buzz. I don' t know. Jenielle, break up with that piece of shit bastard and hook up with me. Dammnit!
Crooked lines speckle your twisted face
I wanna break your fucking nose
Lying on the floor, you fucking disgrace
I wanna destroy your fucking soul
I don't like this guy she's with. She tells me some really nasty things he does to her, real low and real demeaning things. Things I would kill a mortal for. You don't do that, no matter who you are. You just don't fucking do that shit. It's not right. THE HELL IT'S NOT RIGHT, IT'S FUCKING WRONG. Beyond wrong. Beyond a cardinal sin. What this bastard eat shit waste of a human body does is beyond uncool. He should be the one, not her. She deserves so much more than what she's got. She's so sweet and kind and nice. I'm scared that she may turn out to be too cool, you know? But that's looking too much into things. I dunno...but I do know I want some smokage. Heh, looks like that's not going down tonight. But whatever...I love life. I'm enthralled with this amazing woman. So much that it's confusing the fuck out of me. I don't know what to do. I don't fucking know...I guess the best thing is to see what happens. Just go with the flow. That's what I've always been good at, just flowing.
Black abyss monsters calling your name
Heed their sadistic warning
Drowning in this dark void
Never destined to see light again
Spewing precious lifeblood from nightmarish wounds
Abyss sucking you below reddened surface
Swimming through crimson seas
Drowning in the blood of brothers and sisters
Your life halted instantly, death crawling up your veins
Sympathy and remorse are null
Exist to die, exhaust to fry, exiled for life
Suffering through this spiraling structure
Your soul rends by mutant demonic forces
Too brutal to speak of in words
Licking these shards of humanity
Cutting through to the very sinew
Through the breadth of mankind
Suffering through this horrible tragedy made carnal
This chaotic creation damning us to hell
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