|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||"Bullet with Butterfly Wings" - Smashing Pumpkins|
I haven't written in here for a while... oops...
Well, my week has been a living hell... Steve was punished cause he got suspended, then Wednesday (our anniversary), he came to my house and told me he was going to the mental institution for a week or so... I've missed his last 3 calls and I havn't talked to him for 3 days. I miss him lots. *sniffle*
Yesterday I went to Dan's birfaday party and stuff... It was okay until Jackie (can't spell her name heh heh), Dan's ex, showed up. then everything kindof went crappy. I got upset and started crying cause I felt sad and I missed Steve, and someone said I looked like I was meditating and Manda yelled at them. Matt made me feel better. I got a hug. I felt loved and stuff. Then, when I was leaving and Dan gave me a hug. I felt loved. And stuff. Mmmyep.
Manda was sad too, so yeah... I wasn't the only one...
Then I went home and I cried and went to sleep at like 4 or 5. I want my Steve-y-boo-boo so bad it hurts. I don't wanna miss his call again. I hope Leo dosen't answer the phone cause he doesn't tell him to try calling bac at a certain time or ask him when he's gonna call back.
Well, today I might go to a lock-in cause Manda's makin me have fun, you know, to get my mind off of being upset and offa Steve... well, not get him of mind completely, but to help me think of happy stuff about him, cause I misses him. I wanna bring him to the next lock-in.
Well, I feel I've made you all cry about me enough (yeah right). I'll go now. You hate me. *sob*
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