I wrote a letter to you a little while back. Things have changed now. I finally left you. Since then you've been deployed. I think the fact that you are in Iraq has helped me get over you more. I cannot call or text you. You still write me messages online. You still break my heart. Every time I think about you it hurts. I could not stay with you and let you continue to hurt me. But what am I doing to myself now? I love you but I HATE you. You ruined everything. I thank God I didnt marry you.
Even though sometimes I wish you would suffer for what you did, I pray for your safe return home from Iraq.
I never break my promises (like you do) so I guess all I have to say is, I'll always be here for you.