| Current mood: |  crushed |
| Current music: | the scientist by coldplay |
no body said it was easy.. but no one ever said it would be this hard.
Ember,
This may be the hardest thing i'll ever have to do.
It wouldn't be so hard if i didn't still love you
But now i'm afriad i have to say goodbye.
I can't feel my heart breaking and i have no more tears left to cry.
We've made it past the thing that broke us apart in the first place,
but i don't think we ever truly made a full recovery.
When i hear you say i love you, you know i feel it too.
I don't think i've ever loved someone so much as you
but you can't sit around and wait for me to get better.
It's not fair to you.
I know that when i look into your eyes it will be the last time i see them.
Your beautiful face shall forever be burned into my memories.
I know that in the end this is the right thing to do,
but it's breaking my heart knowing how much this is going to hurt you.
When i watch that beautiful smile turn into a saddened frown
and slowly watch those gorgeous eyes begin to fill with tears
i will hate myself.
I will hate knowing that i'm the cause of your pain
but i want you to be free.
I want you to be happy and i can't give that to you.
I can't be that person that brings joy into your life any longer.
I feel so selfish.
But you're better off without me.
This may be the last time that we shall ever meet,
and even though there is nothing i can do to take away the pain,
i just want you to know
i'm sorry. and i will always love you.
Goodbye,
Monkey
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