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Dear The one that hurt me the most:
Why do I still think about you after all that I went through? Why did I hang on and on so long? Why didn't I leave so long ago? Why couldn't you have been stronger than your addiction? I wonder if you think about what we could have had. I tried and tried....I forgave and tried to forget. I want to know if you are regretfull, I want to know that I meant more than what it seemed. You could have tried harder, you could have care more, you should have put me first, you had so much time to change, so many chances. I just miss what we could've had, I miss the delusion that I lived in for so many years, and really that's all it was.....because like they say....people don't ever really change. Do they?
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