| Current mood: |  mellow |
| Current music: | The Beatles: A Hard Days Night |
burning eyes::
::Today was mostly just a bad day in general. Work sucked big time! It was slow, but stupid enough to piss me off. Some big shot is coming to the store tomorrow, so my General Manager was a bit frazzled about it. I stayed to help the girls close tonight, even though it was my only night in like two weeks that I didn't have to close. We cleaned that place top to bottom, the Barrel looks really good! These bitches came in at about 9:30 and decided to be real cunts to me. They ran the shit out of me just because they could, enjoying every second of it, that was obvious. They ended up making me cry, although I didn't let them see that. It is rare that a table is genuinly mean to me. Lots of people are rude, but few are mean. These women were mean. Fuck you bitches, it'll come back to you.....karma, baby, karma!::
::I have the next couple of days off, so I am glad I get to sleep in and relax tomorrow. I bought ultra-lights for the first time today. We'll see how that goes, but I can smoke them, for now anyways. I need to cut back major stlye, and eventully just quit completely. Smoking is a dirty, unhealthy habit. I'm disappointed that I am a smoker; I'm smarter than that, but only time will reveal if or not I have the will power to quit.::
::Adrian has been in Vegas one week, and already I almost can't stand it. I honestly don't know what I am going to do about my current prodicament. I'm twisted and torn as to what to do next. I've felt like this in past years, but this time, it's more subtle in that I'm not really worried, but it's far more intense. I know my next step SHOULD be a huge one. I don't want it to be a step backwards, but I fear it may be the same thing repeated for a while, which I don't want either. A step forward in the right direction would be the best decision, I just hope I can make the right one soon.::
::I need to go back to college. I don't have an option, and I'm done trying to find myself. Putting it off any longer would be obsurd, so I really need to buckle down and get everything figured out.::
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