|Current mood:|| contemplative|
|Current music:||Lit: Dozer|
All i know. Is that im a better human being just that i know you
Well, this sucks. Ive totally stopped talking to Michelle. And I was so close to seeing her at school. I was about to make it. But I broke and now we're not talking. I told her that I wouldn't till I finally got over her. Its not right for me to still feel like I do about her, when she doesn't feel the same way. I hope I can actually make it till I get over her. If I do get over her and start talking to her I know we'll be better for it. It feels like a huge burden has been lifted from my heart but at the same time I have a whole new and heavier one crushing me from the inside. I don't want to lose the feelings I have for her but at the same time I know I must move on.
FEELINGS are hell
I cant tell you what you need to hear.
I cant give you what you need to heal.
I cant touch you what you need to feel.