| Current mood: |  gloomy |
| Current music: | Still Waiting - Sum 41 - Does This Look Infected? - Track 5 |
Life can really hit you hard sometimes. Kat just told me that Alex hasn't been going to church, when she said she would. I felt as though it was my fault, but Kat kept reassuring me that it wasn't. She said that Alex and told her and everyone else that night (in our lil group of doom) that she has been a cutter and depressed before me and her got together. But I keep thinking that I had pushed her over the edge with my actions. She said that she had fallen apart when I got grounded. Right at Valentine's Day. Kat told me the same thing I had told her a while ago, "Just let it go". I am going to....I just want to talk to Michelle first. To put my feelings at rest. Sam and I decided a couple days ago that we would revert back to the way we were before we got all mixed up in emotions and stuff. We used to be crazy, everything we did was random and we just roamed around. We never had our feelings guide us anywhere. We used to act very care-free. It was great. Than I started to become emotional about things. Shortly after, Sam started to. Now we follow our emotions like they are our master and we are their dog. Well, I'm off to cook. See ya!
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