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Here goes another story "Nice teddy bear. It's cute..." I smiled. "I thought you'd like one," said he while handing it over to me. I was drawn back for a moment. "You know what, you must have never really bothered to- if you get what I mean." "No, it's fine, Mitch. You know I'd do anything for you. I'd give you only the best." That part had hit me. I shoved the bear back in his hands, mouthing, "You can have it back." A bewildered "What?!..." answered me. For a second, I thought I'd just shut up. But then again... "I said you can have it back. Maybe give it to your younger sister or something..." I know I sounded ridiculous, I read it in his eyes. And his eyes, they seemed to want to bombard me with a million why's. I couldn't help it; I couldn't look him in the eyes. "Or maybe you can just give it to another girl, someone you'd really love." A shiver went up my spine. I wondered. "But if that's it, I'd give it to you--" "Josh, look. I am not your girlfriend and I refuse to be your girl--" "But I thought--" "That's what you thought." I knew he felt terrible, the way he held the wheel with trembling, sweaty hands, the way he swam in a pool of thoughts. Me and my stupid mouth. "Let's just go home, can we?" Josh never spat a word while he drove. He sat back, deep in thought, looking straightforward, bluer than the cerulean corduroy coat he had on. Maybe it was just cold in the car but it looked like a mist was forming in his eyes. I couldn't look any longer at him, after what I've done. The car finally jerked dead at the foot of my apartment. Realizing he wouldn't kiss me goodbye, I stepped off the car. "Josh..." He didn't move an inch. "I just wanted to-- I'm sorry about a while ago. I was just not in a good mood." He flexed an awkward smile and drove away from sight. As I was sipping hot coffee the following morning, I browsed through the paper. Just below the headline read: Last night at about 9:20 pm, a car crashed into a streetlight after swerving a speeding 18-wheeler truck. The car driver, possibly of age 23, was unrecognizable due to the violent accident. Greg Miller, the truck driver, claims the other was drunk driving. The yet unidentified man passed away an hour after being rushed into St. Bernard's Hospital. Nothing was retrieved from the car with plate number PWJ-286 but some shards of broken glass and a torn teddy bear-- Post a comment in response: |
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