|Current mood:|| crappy|
|Current music:||Simple Plan "I'd Do Anything"|
My weekend was okay. On Friday, our skool had a carnival. I hung out with my friend Hillary and a bunch of my guy friends. They're so great! Our intention was to spell out "WE CRAZY" across the top of our foreheads and then get together to take a picture of it, but then a friend left and so we changed it to "CRAZY!". The perosn that was gonna be the "A" backed out on us at the last second and so we had to find a recruit. When we finally did, it was time to go inside and so we couldn't get the picture.
On Saturday, I went to Six Flags with 3 friends of mine: Jessica, Monica, and Lauren. We went from 11 am to 10 pm. Monica left at 3 and so we had an odd number. Since I'm used to riding alone on rides when it's an odd number, I volunteered to go by myself on the rides. When it got dark, I got really sad because the roads were so empty and it was so quiet. It was a perfect place to be with Josh. I missed him so much. I wanted to be alone with him then, and I almost started to cry. Around 9, Jessica Lauren, and I were in line for Mr. Freeze. Right when it was our turn, it started to rain and so when we got out there, it was freezing and when you're going 70 miles an hour...raid hurts when it goes on you..and in your eye. After that, we had to run all the way to the entrance. Since it was still raining, we stayed in the shops and got ice cream (since we had to wait for half and hour for our ride).
Today I didn't do anything. Appearently, I was suppose to go to SAFT to meet up with Davin. Davin and Josh were there waiting for me and I never showed up since I didn't go. Now I feel bad. I was talking on the phone with Josh. He said that he was mad at me but he wouldn't tell me why, so now I'm hurt, I'm curious, and I feel bad. If he doesn't want to tell me why he's mad at me, then I guess there's nothing I can do about it. Whether he loves me or not, I still love him. Ever since I met him I have loved him and I always will love him. I just hope that he loves me too.