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How?
How do you take power of attourny from someone that was always so independant and private a person? WHen they are so tight lipped about medical problems till its nearly too late. and their reason is they don't want to "Worry anyone". It hurts to think that all this is left up to me near being the only family in town for this person and the only family of close enough relation that the Law would agree to grant me such. Not to mention two other aging family members and an Aspergers Syndrome child. Sometimes I wonder how I manage... but some how I do nearly all alone. James helps me with my daughter but he is not blood family and therefore not able to help with any legal situations with the other three. Sometimes its enough to make me question my own sanity and emotional stability. I am the "colder" more Thinking instead of emotional reaction part of my family and yet I don't know if I could ever really put at least my mother and father in a nursing home. Dad has already stated that he does not want to be put in one no matter what not even an assisted living center. Mom I don't konw if she would be as against it due to the Apartment complex she lives in now caters to the elderly. My grandmother is a different story but I think that is more the fact that we were never that close due to differing opinions of who should run my life Me or her *sighs* SHe I could if I had to put in a nursing homeor assisted living care center. My Aunt wants her to move out where she lives so she and her husband can take care of her. That went over like a lead weight through thin glass. Personally I guess I would rather her move out near them so I would not have to put her in a Nursing home or Assisted living center but... that remains to be seen.
I realyl wish I knew where to turn or what to do about all of this especially with school starting for my daughter and her growing up it is a rough age for me with her right now and with all three of them needing my help too sometimes I wonder if I will survive till Thanksgiving and our trip to See James parents then will give me a little bit of a break but Christmas will be fun with having to deal with two christmas parties then christmas out with Nana and Mom and then with Dad and time for just Bri James and I and other friends. On top of all of this there is still the wedding planning and all the bills that seem to not want us to have any money for it and the fact that James is STILL Determined to have a traditional wedding and not just going to the justice of the Peace and be done with it for now. Really beginning to think I would have an easier time of going for the long ride on a PBR Bounty Bull in the National finals than deal with my life right now *lol* Ohh well Gots to Jet for now so...
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