| Current mood: | contemplative |
not much is going on. i'd prefer to be able to type a long entry and say that the morning has been interesting and exciting and all that sort of thing, but it hasn't. school's dragging me down lately. my brothers couldn't believe i was actually going to do it and sometimes i can't either. it's interesting though, but so much work. i'm drowning under reading, cursing myself for picking the only subjects that seem to involve reading a book a week plus other stuff. i'm crazy.
call me an idiot, but i got word there was stuff out there from scott's new band. i downloaded it. he hasn't got around to showing me anything yet and it's not too bad. calling a song the fuck song is typical scott though. i don't know what i think. it's better than some of the pusch stuff clint and bob we're doing, but it makes it seem final now. the moffatts are over. we have been for a year now and scott has a new band who everyone seems interested in. good for him. he was always the musical one, but- it feels unusual at the same time. not weird, because i'm glad it's over. i like what i'm doing, i like the freedom, but. . .
scott's doing what he loves, so are the twins and i'm enjoying what i'm doing. that's all that it should come down to. but i almost feel as though its also the final separation in us as brothers, this whole phase is over in my life, our lives and i don't know how exactly to respond to that.
*laughs* i shouldn't try and get deep. it doesn't work. congratulations scott anyway. i think the boston post will suit you.
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