|Current mood:||Pissed off at Self|
|Current music:||I like kittens|
Last few hours
Well it is early in the morning and I am stupid. We are about to return to our damn near year round' hell and I have to wake up at 4 in the morning because I don't want to go. Damn the mind and how it works. I know last night was fun I acually sat there and talked to my family, something that I haven't done since I was about 8. I also finished reading a book this morning, trying in desperation to go back to sleep I ended up trying to finish 70 some pages in a novel by John Saul. That acually seem to wake up up even more than what I already was so here I sit now, too tired to stay awake, too awake to sleep...