| Current mood: |  depressed |
| Current music: | I'm so Sick of Being Lonley |
sick
I was sick today EWWWWWW it was gross. but yeah anyway I have alot of things on my mind! And they are all about CJ. you know its soo hard!! I love him He loves me but he doesn't want to try it again. It hurts sooo Bad and i am starting to do stupid shit because of it. I'm sorry CJ. I'm sorry I fell in love with you I'm sorry i met you I'm sorry i care about you. I don't Know what to do. I just love him sooo much. I'm trying to move on but its not happening because i want a guy who is exactly like cj and there isn't one. All my friends are telling me to move on and I CAN'T They have no idea what i'm going through. I LOVE HIM!!! I want to go back out with him and show him that i canged But i know its not going to happen because Thats the way he is. i Don't know what to do. I'm tired of crying and being sad. CJ I'M SORRY FOR WASTING 10 MONTHS OF YOUR LIFE!! well it was the best 10 months of my life, It was he ONLY time in my life that i felt protected and safe!!! I don't have that feeling any more and I'm scared. I Miss YOu CJ
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