|Current mood:|| lonely|
|Current music:||green day-time of your life|
The day...and stuff
Last night i had allegra and clare sleep over...it was a LOT of fun! we watched showtime and state and main...and then we talked for about 6 hours until we finally fell asleep. we were up at seven cause allegra had practice @ 8 so we had to get up so she could tear apart the room in search of her stuff :) but anyway...that was last night, during the day yesterday i just hung out at clares house
Today i went shopping and bought a lot of clothes that i really like...including the gorgeous powder room sweater. and then i came home and it was storming so i read in bed(i love doing that during thunder storms...and snow storms...esp. snow storms) and tonight i was at lisa's for a while and that was much fun too!! so it was pretty much a good 2 days.
Onyly bad thing is amber....shes dying and ive got to face that...i love her more then anything else on the planet but i have to face the facts and just try to help her live her last weeks in comfort. its the most painfull thing to watch something you love so much get steadily worse...its just an uncontrollable downward spiral, and theres nothing you can do to stop it. and every day when i watch her struggle to lay down without falling...it just slaps me in the face. I love that dog more then i can possibly say:I love you amber
ok now im upset
i think i need phsychiatric attention