*dana (dana_x_naders) wrote, @ 2003-12-12 23:45:00

Current mood:	tired
Current music:	blink182-im lost without you

*where do we go from here?
*well we finished toxic! its awsome! i cant wait..you better come see us january 6th at the basketball game! ill hunt you down if you dont!!! cuz you know you wanna see us in tight pants!! woohoo..were learnin our 2nd dance tomorrow and its gunna be a mix of things..and i gotta think up of a combination or something..im excited! we only got like 7 practices until the first performance! so its a little scary!
*me and joanna decided to go shopping at the mall and holy fucking shit ive never seen so many ppl i knew at the mall in my entire life..we saw kristy marshall and krysti decowski and kelly hamilton and of course my love sean and paul and these 2 ppl with them..and jenna newcamp and amanda sajuck and liz mucha and jackie russell..and i have to admit ive known jackie a while and last year she was sucha bitch to me..and this year shes so fuckin nice!! i love that girl! shes such a fuckin awsome dancer! i would pay millions to be able to dance like her!! but i got soo many presents for ppl..and only came back with one thing for me..i got a pair of sweatpants bc dez has had mine for ages! and my aunt bought me the blink 182 cd..dont know why bc i dont really listen to them..i have some of their old stuff but not really..but the cd is really good i like it alot! so good investment!
*my aunt is the fuckin coolest! she picked me up from school today and shes here from florida for like a month and i got to drive with her and everything it was so much fun! i never get a chance to talk to her and it was really good to talk to her about basically everything..and she gave me a whole new insight to things and it was just awsome!! im glad i got her to talk to bc i cant really talk to any of my other family without them telling someone else who will tell my parents..which is how i get in deep shit all the time..but im so excited bc i get to spend the wholeee weekend with my cousins and i love my cousins with all my heart..they are like my brothers and sisters and i love hangin out with them..and then the weekend after that im goin snowboarding..which i have anticipated for a whole freakin year now! lol..i hated last year..we went the day after xmas and i had the fuckin flu and i was soo sick and i still went out and killed myself..i fell so many times it was terrible..eventually i just went inside and said fuck it..even though my dad was super pissed bc he spent like $75 on my ticket and i snowboarded for like 3 hours! so i hope that bc im sick now i wont be sick after xmas
*i cant wait for the semi..its gunna be so much fun! i wish it was tomorrow..bc then it will be closer to florida! i cant wait to go there either..bc i need a fuckin vacation! especially with the ppl i love! i just wish it was more than 5 days! but its exciting! freshman year i thought it could never get any better! but hell yeh it can! joanna.laura.jen-roomies!! stayin upp late and wakin up n eatin mickey mouse wakkles!! sooo goooood! you guys are gunna have so much fun! but i really needta go tanning and go to the doctor..i need to find out wuts wrong with my body..its malfunctioning i swear! if its not one thing its the other..my back is so fucked up..i havent been to the chiropractor in 4 fuckin years and that doesnt help my back..ill be in a fuckin brace eventually which will suck bc i cant do that..i gotta dance..dance is my life my everything..i wouldnt give it up for the world! and my ribs are fucked up..and my nose is still broken..my father refuses to get anything checked out.with the exception of the nose thing..bc its been broken for like 9 months now bc my brother is a fuckface i tell yah!! i really dont want to go have the hospital rebreak my nose..but ever since my surgery my nose has been really fucked up..it bleeds constantly for like 5 mins at a time! it sucks! and i still have atleast 1 more surgery to go! im 16..not 95 i shouldnt be havin all this shit going on right now..but my dad was like this and so was my grandmother..its genetic or wutever i dont know..theres an explaniation for this.
*im gunna go listen to blink and probably sleep..later

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