|Current music:||paula cole- me|
the past week has been very hectic and confusing which now leaves me feeling vapid...my contenance is blank and i have been called jaded.
i messed up big time on prom night and now i dont even want to see john. dont think me a whore i didnt do anything of that matter.
guys...confusing as hell...i liked a guy once before but it became blatantly obvious to me that all along he has been laughing at me watching me fall head over heels for him and in return...nothing.
i liked that guy for 9 months now.
i have liked other guys along the way..but i was burned there to...someone who i once had a thing going on with...well hes too shy and wont talk to me.
so exams are coming up and i just feel like falling off of this world.... like tom petty says " i want to freefall out into nothing, i want to leave this world for awhile"