|Current music:||the sound of my own tears falling onto my pillows|
i hate everything
so earlier when i said everything was good. . . . i lied. i just found out that its gonna cost $10,000 for college, my dog's tail might have to be amputated and i'm pissed off at matt, not oly for saying shit to sean about me but mostly for the fact that he lied to me about saying it and said he only said something about david. i hate that everything is soooo retarded right now. the only good thing that's going on in my life, i can't even talk about. why do i hate my life so much? think about it. .