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"Where has my heart gone? Trapped in the eyes of a stranger..."
Today was pretty interesting, I guess. We took Liz to the hotel near the airport, so now I am back home to my boring self. No stupid corny jokes. It is sad, really.
Our departing wasn't a sad one. I know I'll see her again since her mom wants me to go to Florida with them sometime in March. That should be fun!
Anyway, last night Trey and I got...well, we didn't get into an argument we were just both in bad moods I guess you could say. So we both signed off in not-so-good moods with each other, or something. I was a little upset, but with Liz around you can't be upset for long so anyway...
Mom and I, after dropping off Liz, went to Sam's Club to get a turkey, and then she wanted to go to Wal-Mart to get some SMALLER bags of stuff (since everything at Sam’s is industrial sized). While mom was in Wal-Mart I met Mrs. Laura (our homeschool youth director, sort of...she is in charge of the Yearbook staff, too) and talked to her for a while...she asked me if I was going to the Christmas Banquet this year…I highly doubt I will. I mean, I would kind of like to go, but it isn’t a Prom. I know that everyone will just sit around all dressed up and do nothing but talk! It would be really boring.
Anyway, mom came out of Wal-Mart and handed over a new notebook for me (Five Star brand! YEAH!!) to write in. I use a lot of notebooks lately with all of my ideas, and writings. After talking to Mrs. Laura I had wanted to write Trey a note, and leave it on his porch or truck for him to find. So, with my new notebook, I asked mom if I could “drop something off real quick” at his house.
I didn’t see his truck when we pulled up, but I saw his sisters so I went in. His sister was in the shower, so I snuck into his room to put the note on his desk.
Then, I saw him in his bed fast asleep!
I don’t know what came over me, but all of a sudden I was really nervous! I mean, there he was, lying in bed, fast asleep and not knowing I was there. I wasn’t prepared for it!
Anyway, I figured I might sneak in, leave it, and sneak out but I couldn’t help but to get a closer look at my angel sleeping peacefully. That was when he opened his eyes, and looked at me! First, he was confused. Then after a moment he asked me what I was doing there, and pulled me into bed with him.
It was one of those times I just wished that I had the ability to stop time. I was still really nervous, and when handing him my little notes I could see my hands were a bit shaky. And I knew I had to go, but he kept begging me not too. If I could just go back right now I would have ran outside, and told mom I wasn’t coming back with her.
Anyway, I did manage to get out of his grip and come home, and I felt really giddy after that, but it was short lived since I know he is leaving tonight to go to Jackson, TN (which is four hours away) tonight for Thanksgiving. Thankfully, he’ll be back in on Friday so I’ll probably end up seeing him Saturday since my family will be in, and I want him to meet them.
But the fact still remains he is going to be four hours away from me. He’ll call me to tell me he got in (if he remembers), but besides that I can’t talk to him…I was supposed to go with him, but mom has a craft show this weekend so I have to babysit. I was really hoping to go, too! :(
Anyway, I better go cause I’ve got stuff to do…until next time!
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