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Poetry can help
So I haven't written in a long time but that doesn't make any difference. Travis and I broke up a couple of months ago and now I'm going out with Josh. Trav said he was with me for the wrong reasons which I think is he was only with me for the sex. OH well it was fun. The way he broke up with me was shitty though. OH I was also hospitalized for suicidial ideation. That was the worst week of my life!!! I got with Josh a few days before that and didn't tell him that I was in the hospital. We are doing ok I guess. He has a little kid and he uses her as an excuse for not seeing me at all. He also lives with the babies mom and still sleeps with her "to keep her quiet." Whatever that means...I'm so sick of being jerked around. I wish I could find the one guy that doesn't treat me like crap. I bet that it will never happen so I'll keep trying until I turn into a lesbian or kill myself. I'm so positive huh? lol yea. I think I'm bisexual. It's weird to actually say that but we'll see how that turns out. I seem to be looking a girls a little more these days and.........I just gave myself the jitters. lol
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