|Current mood:|| indescribable|
|Current music:||Mates Of State - Open Book|
Well... I'm back and I don't know how I feel about it. I feel really empty except for this occasional suffocating feeling. The only person who called me back after the million and one phone calls I made was Laura. She and I are going to the movies tommorrow. I don't really know where I want to be right now. I don't want to be in Pittsburgh and I don't want to be in Cali. Although if it weren't for the trail work I would definetly want to be in San Francisco with all of those people. I thought I would happy to be back but so far it's been pretty lonely. I can't breathe sometimes I feel so small and other times I just want to cry. Maybe Laura will cure me tommorrow. Who knows? Until then...