|Current mood:|| cynical|
|Current music:||Vehicles Shock Me by Ghost of the Robot.|
My planets have not been lining up lately
Yeah, life's been a little tough lately. I'd like to blame it on my stupid car, but I can't blame everything on the car. I like to spend money. It's a simple as that. Now that I think about it, it is a pretty shitty car. The other day I was sitting in traffic at a left turn light and I noticed my signal light. It was clicking really fuckin slow. 'Click...clack............click...clack............click--well you get the picture. So thought to my self "I wonder if the light is actually flashing really slow as well, or does it just sound like that? Sure enough, I looked at it reflecting off the car in front of me this morning when I was driving to work--which reminds me, I hate going to work in the morning when it's dark out. What the fuck is that? I mean who the hell wants to drag their own ass out of bed at like 5:30Am and go to work? It's cold and it's dark! My cats aren't even up. It's clear that the whole working thing was created by some evil underlord.
So Anyway, yeah, I see the light reflecting off the car in front of me, and it's pulsating really slow. I mean, it looks totally fucked. Anyone behind me would think some extra yellow light just happend to come on, not my actually signal light. That probably explains the "I just shit my pants" look I keep getting when I'm turning left through and intersection in front of a guy heading straight. "Didn't know I was signalin' did ya! Yeah ya prick."
Oh my god! The thought just occured to me that I might be a complete asshole!!! That would suck. I'm going to try not to think about it now...
I haven't updated my main journal for about a week and that's because fuck all has happend. It's the weather (and being broke) that's been impeeding my 'getting out' progress. I totally LOVE my Canon EOS 10D! I mean that thing is an amazing machine, but man I gotta get some advertising out there soon. At least after Christmas anyway. It's a lot of equipment just sitting there and not earning me money. It's hard to find decent models right now. All the models that used to pose for me when ever I wanted now have full time jobs. They don't have the time.
My mom just called me to remind my that December 25th is Christmas. DAAAAAAGH!!! I gotta get out of the house. That's it, I'm going to Safeway.
Bye for now.