Nothing much to say. Self exploration. Self indulgence. Self awareness. I'm so selfish. Been busy thinking about what I am going to get in this world. And need to shift back to what I can put into it. Instead of "why hasn't so and so called me in a while..." I should call someone. Instead of "why am I not painting", I should look for beauty in the world around me. It must be time for a 'drawing excursion'. Where shall it be this time? Santa Fe? Seattle? Mexico? My back yard?
Instead of what can I do to sell my house...perhaps I should be thinking how can my home be of help to someone else? Instead of why arent I getting more work...more income...more money...perhaps I should ask, what can I do to be helpful to another?
Or better yet. Here is one: Instead of writing in my journal, I could get my ass out the door cuz I am late.
Tonight I don a former face...the face of a restaurant manager...pizza maker... time to go sling pizzas. Maybe the flour in the air will do wonders for my brain.