I don't know WHAT to do about this long distance whatever-it-is with my friend in Mexico. I mean, we definitely have something...clicked...whatever. And I have even thoguht I loved him. But the reality is, he will never be able to come here...legally. Am I just reaching for something unattainable? Is it even possible to love a guy you have spent so little time with? A few trips to Mexico...endless hours online and emails. Which have gradually dwindled to almost nothing...
So I think I want to date. You know, like real date. Not like the usualy gay-standard for dating. You know, like meet, do stuff, and not fuck. Like gte to know someone. Like talk and see what each other likes. And hopefully get to a second or third, or eighth date... Does anyone do it anymore? Or should I just assume that If I don't put out by the second date, they'll lose interest and move on? Perhaps for the better in that case.
Or maybe I'll just sit back and wait for Mr. Right to fall in my lap...when I'm 80.
Does anyone else believe in love at first sight?/meet? Am I just fucking hopeless, or what?
I want a real relationship, not a hostage.
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