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David Guild (crimsonblade8) wrote,
@ 2005-01-29 17:08:00
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    Current mood: melancholy
    Current music:Cold- suffocate

    Setember 28,2004
    I have never wanted to die as much as i did last night, i beged God to take me so i wouldent have to do it. I was so close, all i had to do was pull that damn knife across my wrist and throat. But i couldent, i dont know why. I wish i had, im in so much pain. Im so lonely, i would give anything just to hold her tonight. I cant belive im going through this again. i swore i wouldent, but i am. I love her so much, she has no idea. She really dosent. Last night i was in such a state that i felt if i was left alone too long, i would kill myself. At least i can stop crying long enough to leave my room. IM going to go listen to Korn or something. i love you kylelee



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