|Current mood:|| pessimistic|
This week has been so long. it just needs to end. Yea alot has happen since the last time i posted. two track meets, and i have no clue!! i am los t in my own little world of michelle. it may be crazy sometimes i want to ball other times i am all hyper. i think i need tome to myself to figure out who the hell i am and the what in the world am i going to do w/ my lfe so that it is not anyother waste of space on earth. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh. yep i am losing my mind. i need to vent to someone in person and i think see what they say, but i think i already no what their responce will be. im so sick of the state of georgia i want to move and see how people will respond to me in a new setting and see how i will respond to them. I want to change schools and then come back to chhs and see how the people change and mostly how i changed. i am really seriously thinking about becoming a hermit when i gradute and just corspond with the lab and getting supplies. no one to worry about, no society judging me or any of that other crap. i probaly will be kicked out of the us by the time i am 40 for my poltical views, but it don't matter. i no we really have it good here w/ the government, but still,. the more laws they be passen the less and less freedom we be enjoying. I want to make sure my rites and freedoms don't become a thing of the past and that if and that is a big it i have kids they will have the same freedoms our founding fathers had. i no iu need to shut up but it really is a bug in my ass to have people telling me that i don't have the freedom of speech. this fact is proven in class everyday. I am not suppose to question the teacher. society can kiss my ass becuase it has no balls of its own. Oh well i am only 16 and what i have to say doesn't matter. Well time 4 dinner!!