|Current mood:|| confused|
lifes a blurr when yur in the slow lane
im backkk from florida and i really wish i was back there. it seriously is one of the most peaceful places ever .... just being able to not worry about anything whatsoever. just being able to do whatever and not worrying about what time it is , where you are or whats coming ahead of you .. and i was just kinda walking around by myself one day which was really nice to do and i was watching all this little kids just alll smiles and so incredibly happy because their in disney world ya kno? and its like that feeling never goes away its just something about the place. and no little kid ever cares what people are thinking about or saying about them. so ive decided with how fast life flys by , im definetly going to be more of myself instead of keeping to myself sometimes because i worry about wat even some of my closest friends think. this week ive realized that you just gotta be yurself and this week i was and it felt good , being aruond people that you will never see again , and i was even more confident and by the end of the week i was like whoa this is great ... and ive realized this is me. stop pretending and truly be yurself. and yah.. thats my story!
but yah so florida was really good , warmmmm , and just overall a realllllly good time. i uh kinda missed some major events i think ha. but hey wat r ya going to do im not gonna worry about it.. i feel kinda weird now ....
goodnight to alll
luv u tonz.
ginas got an awesome point.. this whole journal thing... can REALLY hurt people unintentionally.. i agree... complelty..