|Current mood:|| lethargic|
|Current music:||3 Doors Down, Away from the Sun|
Life sucks, a usual. I wore a chain on my pants today because I like the goth look(except for the heavy eye make up*shudder*),as it allows for freedom of expression. My mom yelled at me and told me to take it off. A little prejudiced, you think? I am my own person, I don't want anyone to tell me how to live, but she says that I'm a minor, and that I'll live how she wants me to, thank you very much. What the heck, I was feeling the happiest I have felt in about a week, I felt free, released, somehow. Now i feel drained, angry, and down again. She wants to know why I can't express myself by wearing Rennaisance stuff. Now, if I had the money to afford a day-to-day wardrobe of garb, then I would, so if she wants me to, she better pay for it. No other style seems to fit me, my personality. Not preppy, not sporty, nothing! I want to look good as well as feel good, and nothing fits. I'm still trying to figure out who I am, I have been for so long. I can't wait until the weekend, I need sleep, I need a break from the pressures of life. I have to get going on my Halloween costume as well. So much to do, so much to do.................