|Current mood:|| depressed|
|Current music:||um......silence, silence is good.........|
Blah. Simply blah. I'm online, no one's talking to me, I don't feel myself lately, gah! I'm starting to think that the pressures of high school are catching up to me, and mabey next time I go to see CM (my psyciatrist) I'll mabey ask her if we can try a higher dose of zoloft. I still have to pick up horse poop and feed and water my animals. *sigh* life is a chore. At least I only had three algebra problems for homework, but I had to drag all of my books home anyway so that I can study-have all manner of tests and quizzes tomorrow. I can't wait until the weekend! Ow, my wrists hurts, I hurt it tubing a couple of months ago, and it hasn't been the same since. And if you have some type of issue:(depression, etc.) then, girls, make sure your boyfriend has no isssues with your issues, make sure that he will not drop you like a hot potato instead of trying to be a creative problem-solver when a difficulty rolls around. Trust me, I learned the hard way. Oh well, "Its better to have loved and lost then to have never loved at all" (say not one word, Olivia, lol) yeah, right. What idiot came up with that saying? I think I would have rather NOT loved, yeah, what alie.......anyways.
"Confess what you crave,
A life without pain,
You'd kill for a taste,
But the hurt still remains......
The Tea Party