| Current mood: | breathing |
| Current music: | coheed and cambria |
everything you do is self-fucking-destructive
Dressed myself up in numb
Black and white today for lack
Of something better to fit between
Cold to dark and burning star
Explosions over skin untruths
Pushed your fingers between skin to find
something more gentle and complete
a pleasure undiscovered
wrapped knuckles tight around my neck
hear the sound pulse, swollen vibrations thickening
through me. Fit yourself into the empty
space they’d made inside, but only stayed
a little while
pulled away quiet, careful
lacking what you sought but slick with your own
promise. Cotent to let it go
pressing tongue against the wound
everything inside of me crawling
towards self-destruction, skin wet with
filling sky, cold and burnt to tears
salt and thick
kept my body strung
tight so many metal rocks with prying teeth
begging to slip into me
unusually clumsy
in the dark reminding pieces of bone to keep
quiet under tongue Reminding me how warm
it once was, deeper, sweeter, harder
rolled the taste between palms
to sweeten lips
flung thoughts against the moon
to twist it more red, passionthick
danced fingertips to cheek, digging into colder skin
dried up kisses, and remember letting go?
Felt your palm against my cheek, held every piece of me
in hands and pressed yourself against them
to dig the pain deeper, gave a little bit
wondered if you felt the numb or just
forgot that it’s colder than you’ve become
tried to change this one
body quiet, mouth careful on
the most tender part. Nerves tensed
controlling every second to hold
the darker drawings inside veins. Maybe the salt
will melt all up someday instead of clinging
rough against the warmest, brittle places deepestinside.
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