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This is my list of people that are of great influence on my life. I'm putting this in so you'll know who I'm talking about in my posts. All names that have them will be done by what I call you as this is my book :b. I'll start with my friends. Numien - Numien is my longest and oldest friend. He has been beside me on my days of greatest triumph and deepest sorrow. He is a master of finding just what you need right when you need it. Never once in our long friendship would I ever have just reason to believe he would do anything to cause me harm. I have trusted my life to this budding vampire more times that I can recall. He has been my anchor through good days and bad. I think sometimes I forget just how good a friend he is. So Numien if you do ever read this please know that I would do anything for you that is in my power to do. Azash - Azash or God as we sometimes call him. Our friend ship means a lot to me, even though I think we both have a funny way of showing it. He has been my voice of reason and has managed to calm me down with simple and eloquent words. He is a man of science and reason, living in an unreasonable world, but he does it with a skill and determination unlike anyone I have ever known. He has some difficulty expressing himself sadly so the world may never know this somewhat mad scientist as well as I do, and for that the world should be sad. Ian - Ian is a pushy, arrogant, loudmouth that talks too much and never seems to have anything good to say about anyone or anything, but he is one of the best friends anyone could have. He is always there to hear me babble on or play and game I seem interested in just because I am interested in it. He doesn’t pull any punches and is more then willing to take on the world any time and any place. Of Ian, I can truly say this though tiny be his size massive is his resolve. Chia - Chia is the lone force of good for goodness sake in my group of friends. He has the unique ability to see things not as they are but as they could be. He is much smarter then he gives himself credit for. If he would only learn to harness his own potential then he would truly be a force to be reckoned with. Chia is also the only person I know to make it though high school without picking up any vice; despite societies best attempts give him one. Of all my friends I know for certain things will work out for you, if you let them. Winters- Winters is a man like few others I have met. He has lived a unique life and like me paid the price for it. Unlike me however it has not managed to dissuade him from his dreams. He is an artist and a perfectionist, a truly dangerous combination. I think he also understands people about as well as I do, and more often then not managed to give me a bit on incite that I would have been blind to at any other time. His dream is to be an architect a builder of beautiful buildings. One day my friend I hope to live in a place sculpted by your mind. Paul - Paul is still young, but holds an age in his voice that tells me that his mind is a lot older then he lets on. If every group of friends must have a person that is the hospitable one, one that makes the others feel at ease then that is Paul. Always with a quote on his lips and a song in his heart, he is an example of what man can be if he applies himself. Paul plans on going into media and to him I wish all the best...and that should it happen he get me Natile Portman's autograph. Paul to you I say this, never let the world crush your spirit, and if you should need help know that I am here to help you with your burden. Grallen - Gral is the kind of person I wouldn't mind ruling the world. He is also the kind of person to scheme to do it. He's a professional and a dreamer, when you look into his eyes you can see the wheels on innovation turn. He is in love with a girl named Shauna, and that girl doesn’t know just how good a guy she's snagged. I have just gotten to know Grallen recently but I have learned to listen to his incite on many matters. It is my hope that we have many good years of friendship ahead of us Grallen, as I believe that the two of us together will do great things. Mike - Mike is Grallen's younger brother, and reminds me of myself at his age. He's coming to the end of a long road and beginning a new one. His caring knows no boundary. He will be a truly stand up man if he can learn not to annoy the hell out of people just to test their reaction. Mike you are a truly noble soul, I know you will go far, if only to spite those that said you could not. Ed - Ed is the quintessential mage of the hermetic order. Wise and brave, strong and true. He can discuss any matter in exacting detail, or sit under a willow tree and spend hours enjoying its beauty. The Hermetic order has produced more arch mages then any other group in the history of magic and Ed is well on his way. I think the only thing that would hold him back on that path though is that he cares too much for his friends and family, and that...is a good thing. I think he knows I've been holding back the extent of my abilities, I hope after reading this he can kind of understand why. Nick - Nick is like some kind of demented yo-yo, no matter how hard or far he is launched he eventually comes back to me. His view of magic is primitive and yet has mastered impressive control over what he has. His life has been like a disaster film, things have only gone right long enough so you really feel for him when they go really bad again. He is a comrade in arms and yet fighting the battle for his own resins. To him I wish a stable future, one where he can rest in peace. Here are some of the people how have influenced me by being my enemies, while some may clamed to hate me these are the only people who have managed to do something big enough to make me stand up an notice. Ilene - When you are studying magik they tell you about a group that is dark and twisted, a group that was once mages but became dark and evil, when they sold their souls for power. I used to think it was a myth, a legend to tell young magic users to keep them in line. After meeting Ilene I know those stories to be very real, and very frightening. She seduced me shortly after I broke up with Jenette (see below) she used every tick in the book to make me hers, make me a willing servant of her masters. When I finally saw what was going on she retaliated, she arranged to have it leaked that we where sleeping together to the school, then denied it. She was seeing many others he had boyfriend and a girlfriend I knew of. She made it her business to sabotage other relationships I entered, she even cost me a job. I see no point to ridding the world of her, one day she will do it all herself, evil always does. Status: cold, alone, on path to self destruction. Zoë - If their was a prize for causing men pain she won the prize. She got me to love her, and then shattered my heart for her own fun. If I ever see her again it will be too soon. Status: Alive and far away from me. Lena - Ok here is the deal with her. Yes I did flirt with her when there was sufficient evidence for me to reason she had a boyfriend, but it's in my nature to flirt and never was any of it meant in a serious way. After she broke up with him I kept my distance out of respect for her and her needing space. She chose Chia to date, I had no problem with that I was happy for the two of them. Then she went and broke me up with this girl I started seeing that I thought I might have had a future with. I have taken this as a declaration of war. Someday Chia will learn enough magik to see her true nature as I have and the one thing keeping her safe from my wrath will disappear. Status: treading on thin Ice. Carolyn - Car decided to play with my emotions and my friend Numien's, she made it her mission to cause me pain. She uses beauty magiks and love magiks without any care for the people she harms in her path. She abuses the power she has managed to snatch together. It's a funny thing about small times though one day they tangle with someone that can make all their spells backfire. Status: beaten and under boot. A.J. - AJ is the kind of person that wants to be your friend, just long enough to stick a knife in your back. He tried to reveal to my parents before I was ready that I was a Wiccan. He tried to get my in trouble with the school, and finally he tried to stage a coupe de ta within my friends. All three failed. He taught me watch my back and I haven’t forgiven him for his lesson. Status: presumed dead after mouthing off to the wrong people. Next comes the loves that have changed me. Sera - She was my first love, and I will never forget her, she was the perfect Japanese daughter and a shining example of strength in beauty. The problem was she was a perfect daughter and would not disobey her father. Sera you taught me how to love and for that I will be forever grateful. Jeanette - Jen if somehow we could have made it work we would have been the kind of love that would have lasted the ages, but between your mother not approving of me, and my life being so screwed up at the time it could never be. I hope you can find the happiness I could never give you. I will never forget you. Maggy - Maggy was Nick’s sister, and the biggest mistake I ever made. I do say I ever made because I was the one who screwed up. I got her to love me, to surrender to me. She broke up with me and we did the one thing I should never had done, I took her back and made love to her, she gave me another reason to break up with her and when I did she said she would kill herself, I thought she was lying. It's my fault for not listening to you. I hope wherever you are now you are in peace. Finally comes people I don’t know where to put Maeyanie - Mae is Numiens sister, in another life we had a bond unlike any other, she can possess a mans mind so that he would live and die at her slightest whim. Someday when you return we need to sit down and talk, there is so much I want to tell you, and so much that I hope you will say. Donna- Donna is my mentor’s daughter and has been like a sister to me. In my mind she will always be my sister. I don't get to see her that often now but when I do it's time for celebration, and usually hard work. At her side I think I have taken more punishment then beside anyone else. I would do it all again Donna, just to see you smile again. Kirihana- My mentor, my friend. I'll never forget the lessons you taught me. Though you now walk the lands of the dead, I know if anyone can find a way back it's you. My dragon half - Post a comment in response: |
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