Rayhanin Archcanix (coraon) wrote, @ 2003-08-04 00:14:00

Gentle Stress
Current mood: Very pissed

Ok, heres the deal. If you want to piss me off in the next week then you can kindy move to the back of the line, and I will beat you to death in a minute. This is whats happened in the last few weeks.

1. I've been made head of a company I've been helping for a while. This has led to being bitched out/given advice from everone in the company all of which I dont need, because it's all counter productive.
2. My father is selling my house and I didn't know till a short while ago.
3. I've been putting back together massivly broke people which has ment I havnt been able to sleep because I've been doing it in my normal sleep time.
4. I've been chewed out for expressing my opinion.
5. My girlfriend who I do love dearly, has really hurt me...how you ask? I realy wanted to do one honest to gawds relationship thing, at first she didn't want to go...I asked her to go for me, she said ok and now can't....

You know all of this would be bareable if I had any support from my friends, but as I'm starting to realise I am alone. All of my 'friends' have done nothing but use me for the last few months and I can't take it anymore.

So thats it. I will fufill what tasks I said I would perform and then I'm out. I'm going to go it alone for a while, I'm going to drop off the face of the earth till I get a paying job or till I can lower my stress enough so I dont need to kill anyone.

specfic notes to people

1. Kim I am sorry for expressing my opinion about an anime.
2. Chris I am not the only resion kim was pissed...the fact that you spent all your time with your girlfriend and not your female friend pissed her off alot.
3. Justen if I'm not sleeping pointing it out will only result in my removing your head.
4. Numien It would be nice just once if you fall of the earth to let me know your about to...snubbing me makes me wonder how much you really care about me as a friend.
5. Kassy I can't do any more....deal.
6. Azash I have been trying to make that spell happen, I've hit a wall....use your fancy connections you keep saying you have to get me over to the other side and with all my abilities and I can do it.
7. Ed please just deal ok? I'm so fried I can't deal with your shit too.

Ok, now thats it. If you need me....no, just dont need me ok. I'm not here.

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