What people believe I want and what I actually want.
In the last few day’s people have clamed to have heard that I have some kind of secret agenda, some kind of evil plan to rule the world or some such nonsense. I've had enough of people believing the lies of cowards that whisper in dark corridors who do not have the courage or the honour to make their accusations in a forum that I can respond to. Well this is my digital layer and here I will respond to these liars, I know that even though I say this some people still won’t believe me. To them I say this, all I can do is say this, and how would ling to people that potentially can read my mind help me in any way?
First, for some resin people believe that all I covet is power and wealth.
I will admit I do like having money, but not to the point of causing harm to others. The reason I like money is so I can spend it on the people I like. Following that logic why would I harm those people if I plan on spending my money on them?
As for power, anyone who has truly gotten to know me knows that I believe that power is a MEANS not an end. Power for powers sake is meaningless. The only power I seek is just enough power to achieve my objectives and then get out of the way so the ones who come after me will be able to do the same thing. I didn't into magik because I had some kind of plan to cause the world harm. I got into magik because I needed to learn how to control the forces within me. I needed to insure that whatever trashed that chamber was not allowed to destroy again. For over 10 years I have done just that.
It is also believed that my plan is to make humanity subservient to the forces that my other half works for.
This is a farce; my plans have to do with unlocking humanities potential. To have humanity open up it's eyes and awaken to the universe around it. In order to do that my plan is to attempt to do things people do not believe possible, to do things that even other mages believe are impossible. I want to break the chains of the last 2000 years not forge new ones. As for my other half, well you see he is trying to insure the survival of his people, that survival is closely linked to this world and its people. Without them as his equals his people will not survive. I will admit that sometimes my methods are unusual, but I have never put anyone in danger helping someone but myself and I think I am the one that gets to make that call.
Some people also believe that I keep my master plan secret; well here is the whole plan.
-Since I cannot fully access my latent abilities one of my highest priorities is to get the help of someone that can help me unlock it. So I try to follow up on any rumour or legend that might hold a key to making me whole again.
-There is someone very close to me that has a problem that current medical science cannot solve. I know there is a way to solve it through magik thus learning how to solve that is a large priority as well. I swore I would walk barefoot into hell and back if I had to, I keep my word.
-Next on the agenda, making sure humanity doesn’t wipe it's self out.
-Next try to cause the awakening as described in the shadow codex of the order of Dehani, having the old magic return and live in balance with technology would solve allot of problems, the biggest one being the damage caused by technology having no spiritual balance.
-Once all of that is taken care of my plan is to walk away. When all that is said and done I want to live a normal life, raise a few children, maybe learn to grow a garden, maybe teach a few students. I won’t however play the politics anymore, or get involved in the magikal community anymore. I won’t need to it will be the new generation’s responsibility to do that.
There that’s all I want. That’s my master plan. Take from it want you want, but this is the last time as I'm going to play this game. If you insist on making the same mistake that the witch burners of old made and do things like pre judge and give in to rumour and suspiration after all this, then I can do no more. I do have but one request give me the name of those that accuse me so I can face them directly for if they will make such comments about me, they might do the same to you one day.
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