|Current mood:|| crushed|
fuck! fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck! lol. Futz! I fuckin am trying to be strong about all this emotional shit and grr, it is driving me crazy and I am letting it drive me crazy and I just want to burst with some type of verbally expressive emotional release. Boys, starting to want to date is sooo confusing and omg! lol. I am just trying to trust my gut and, be peaceful, and somehow I am letting all this stress eat me up when I allow it to. Oh man! I guess this will just make me a stronger person. Who the hell knows who the fuck I am meant to go out with! If divine order is in my favor...work your magic now!! lol, no offense to mother nature o' course. I just want to find some love soon. Who knows...when will it come, i have no F'ing clue, but whatever. I just need to start doing something so I can release all this stress, and tension in my foreheard. Grr. Well, we'll see what happens. Although, it is kinda relieving to have a different kind of stress haunting me, its a "lovely" stress...literally, because it is "love stress." lol, does that even make sense! lol, gosh! Only I do silly things like that...
Hmm....you guys say that you dont like long posts and alll, and all my posts recently have been to the point (mainly) and succint as possible I supose, I guess now I should start using paragraphs.
Well, I am done posting now, I need to go and..do yoga or something. Ttyl! *muah* to u all!