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So... I have a confession... I guess...
Lance and I aren't together anymore.
You know, I seriously thought this was it. I guess it just goes to show you that nothing is forever. Hey, guess it just wasn't meant to be. Or something.
What happened? Well, we did Valentine's Day and I dunno... things just felt... different. Like we were both trying too hard. You know those comfortable silences you have in a relationship, where you can just sit and not have to talk about anything. They weren't comfortable anymore. And I realized it that night. Out of all days, huh? Valentine's. Yeah, well... we went home after dinner that night and it all... fell apart. We were yelling at each other and it got to the point where I asked him if he even wanted to still get married. He didn't say anything... so, that was my answer. I didn't feel like yelling anymore, didn't want to hear him or see him anymore, so I took off on my bike. I just rode around for a few hours, not thinking about anything that had just happened. I got home close to 5 and he wasn't there. Didn't even expect him to be. He left a note, but I didn't read it... just threw it away. There's no point. It's probably just a bunch of bullshit anyway. A bunch of stuff that he's said before... things that don't even matter now.
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