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| Current music: | "Drawing Board"-Mest |
Hey everyone. I just got to Montrèal and I'm gonna be staying with David and Sebastien in their new house. Tonight I'm going to my parents for Dinner wich will be kinda weird ::sighs:: I just hope it goes well. And if it doesn't, I just give up and they'll just have to live with the fact that I'm their son.
Lena is in the hospital again. I'm glad she got help because I was worried but I know she hates being there. When I walked into the room she was in, before I left to Canada, She saw me and yelled "CHUCK" and had a huge smile on her face. I haven't had some one that happy to see me in a long time!!!
Anyways the flight was loooooooonnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggg. I guess it was just cuz I was so excited to see Dave and Seb. I miss them so much when we're not on tour. They're my family! <33333333
Seb and Dave have a awesome house! Its really big and nice and quite. Very relaxing. Theres a really awesome house for sale right down the road but I dunno if I wanna live in the states or Canada. There's ups and downs for both places. And if i go to the states, I won't be with my band. Well only Pierre but, I'll miss the rest. But I'll have friends. Ah I'll think about that later :P.
I was thinking and I think I'm finally getting my life figured out. I've been really confused but I'm not nearly as confused as i was a week ago. I feel so much better. The only thing left that I need to know to be totally relaxed after I talk to my parents is what Pierre is gonna do. Even if he goes back to being with christina or being single again I'll still be thankful that he figured out what he wants. Its weird, hes one of the only people besides my parents that makes me really worried when somethings wrong. It eats me up inside, it may not look like it but it really does.
I really wish Pierre would stop with the weed. ::sighs:: but its not my life and I have no control over it.
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