| Current mood: |  pissed off |
| Current music: | "fuct up kid"-Mest |
GOD DAMNIT! God heres what happend starting with last night~
The good part: I was bout to go to bed when my phone rang, it was Lena and she wasn't doing good at all. She was coughing up blood... So I said that I could maybe come home tonight and she missed me so much she had a friend of hers that owns a plane fly her up here in the middle of the night. When she got here we both were really happy to see eachother, I love Lena :D. anyways we got to pierre's just fine and everyone was asleep so I let her sleep in Pierre's brother's room cuz he doesn't live at home anymore. This morning I woke up before Lena and walked into Pierre's room to find him geling his hair. I talk to him a bit about what we're gonna talk to my parents and stuff and I told him Lena was there. Anyways I woke Lena up and walked into the kitchen to find Mrs.Bouvier had just made her super-duper yummy waffles!!!!!!!!!! they were really good. We all talked and spent time with Pierre's family and Lena got to know them. I love the Bouviers!!!!!!!!!
the bad part:Me and Pierre arrived at my parents to find my brother greeting us at the door, we walked in and my mom said, "Chuck! I've missed" and ran up and hugged me, then she saw Pierre and said "you brought him? I thought you were coming alone..." and my dad said "hey son, hello Pierre" is a mad voice...
At this point I was kinda scared so I walked closely to Pierre. We sat down at the table and me and pierre sat next to each other and I moved my chair close to Pierre's and sat down and they looked funny at me. I said basicly what I put in my last entry and Pierre added some stuff.
My mom started crying and she said "we just had so many good intentions for you, chuck. I feel like I messed up and let your life become what its is now." Pierre said "we are both really happy with our lives. I love your son, a lot. I feel bad knowing that I've hurt him and I'm sorry if i hurt you" then my dad said "Bouvier, keep your mouth shut. I knew you're trouble from the start. you got him into this band shit and then made him gay so you just keep you mouth shut. your just lucky chuck is here." at that point thier was tears running down my face.
then I said, "stop blaming it on Pierre. he did nothing, he came here to help me cuz I was scared. He wanted to come. Thats really brave. How many people in this sitution would do that? see he loves me. I know he would never hurt me on purpose. I'm sorry. I really am. and I did my part so now all that needs to happen is for you guys to accept me for who I am."
we left after that I got into the car and just started crying and Pierre hugged me and told me i'll be ok and clamed me down.
So yes, my parents hate me. I still have pierre, the rest of my band, and Lena. Thats my family, all I need.
-*§Chuck§*-
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