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Lena asked me the other day why i loved her and wanted to marry her. So here it is:
Lena is beautiful, caring, loving, sweet, funny, sexy, ect.. and just the bestest person ever. I want to marry her because I love her to death and I know I'll ever find someone like her or more perfect for me in my life. Its just this strong feeling i have.
When I hurt her, it tared me up inside. And when she's feeling bad, or just even a little down, i know it and it hurts me too, like i share the pain. Its a weird connection.
Gah, i can't explain why i love her. I just do and I can't change it and I don't want to. She's mine and I can't even explain how happy I am knowing that she loves me too and wants to spend the rest of her life with me.
Anyways, you probably want to know how I perpoused... so here it is.
I told her the night before that I had a surprise for her and she tried really heard to tempt me to tell her but thank god I didn't say because i almost gave in ::laughs::
The next day I looked at rings with Pat... I have no clue why he out of all people wanted to come. He kept on telling "SCREW REAL RINGS! give her one out of a quarter michine or just go for a ring pop!" I tried to explain why I wanted to get a REAL ring but he didn't seem to understand. ::shakes head:: god Pat's a dumbass but i love him <3. Anyways. I picked out the ring I wanted and went to the store and picked up some stuff. I droped Pat off and got home and put some stuff in the back of my car for that night which was a blanket, a letter I wrote (I can't say what it says in it yet, cuz Lena hasn't read it yet :D), and some candles. I went inside the house and had dinner and then told her it was time for her surprise. I blind folded her and led her to the car. I drove to the beach and got my stuff and led her down to a nice spot. It was kinda late and it was a sunset. It was beautiful, it was a soft yellow, blue, and pink. I set all my stuff up and unblind folded her. She was surprised and happy. We went in the water for a bit. Then we sat together and cuddled. then I asked her. I was so scared. I didn't know what she would say, but she said yes. We hugged and both cried out of happyness for a bit and just sat together until it got dark. ::Smiles::
I cut out a lot of stuff cuz i got to lazy to type it all... But if your lucky, Lena will fill then in, in her next update.
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