|Current mood:|| nervous|
cant sleep. all i can think about it whether or not im pregnant. it seems like i've never waited this long for my period, i dont know.. it could be all psychological, but im really nervous. i'm only 16 .. i know i cant raise a child ... i can barely go through the cramps with my period... let alone giving birth... and what would i tell my parents?? the only thing i can do right now is wait, and pray that im not pregnant.
i think back to the day, only about a week ago.. and i realize how stupid i was, right now im basically in tears ... i cant do this, im so afraid. i cant help but think about it. everytime i think i was gettin my pre- period cramps, maybe i was just imagining it. im so confused. sams gonna buy me a test the 13th if i dont have my period by then. i just dont know what i'd do if it shows up positive. im tryin soo hard not to think about it, and im good during the day, but as soon as i try to lay down and get some rest... it's the only thing thats on my mind. all i do is pray... pray that i wont be pregnant. if anyone has any advice, please leave a comment.