|Current mood:|| hyper|
Quality time with my friends
It's been awhile since I last posted, and a lot has happened, or not happened, however you wanna look at it.
The drama with Nick never ceases, and I guess that's mainly cuz when you're a faggot, you tend to be a drama queen. It's always something with him, but I can't say that it's a lot of drama considering that Randall still messages me all the time trying to start shit, that is drama right there. It's been what, almost a YEAR since we broke up? He still messages me about "dreams" he's having and shit like that. I DON'T CARE, share that shit with your GIRLFRIEND...tell your girlfriend how you think about me, maybe she'll have a better insight on it. I flat out told him "you KEEP thinking about me, cuz you had your chance, and blew it" right after he told me that this warm weather reminds him of me because we used to go to the festivals and events around here so he could drink his beer. I know why he's trying to be all nice now, and that's for the simple fact that he knows if I run into jill I'm gonna tell her everything, and he wants to get on my good side so that MAYBE he can try and convince me not to tell her. He already told me though that if I did tell her, he was going to tell her that I'm crazy...which is exactly what he told me about the same situation when all of his exs IMed me online to tell me that he cheated on me with them.
Things with Brandon have gone to the wayside evidently. I understand why they're where they are, but it doesn't stop it from hurting. People have told me that he's passed up his opportuinity, but I would be hard pressed to just shut him down if and when he did want to have something with me. I really do care about him, and it's different when I talk to him. He understands me, and he brings intelligent conversation to the table, as opposed to the typical guy's responses. I haven't found anyone like him yet, and I'm not so sure if I ever will. He's been working lots, and I never get to talk to him anymore. Seeing him would be unheard of. ::Sigh:: I can't think of the last time I felt like this.....
I've been working and hanging out with my girls a lot lately. Been to a new club and a couple awesome parties. Drank a few fifths...lol and forgot a lot of shit....drove to Middlebelt instead of Jefferson...lmao shhhhh....but I'm gonna go I'll post more later I'm sure.