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A permanent solution to a temporary problem.
I was seriously ready to give up my blurty, or at least take a little break from it until I realized my desperate need for it. Sometimes I feel as if I don't say certain things, and I just keep them bottled-up, I'll explode, and that is why I need my beloved Blurty.
I went to the dentist yesterday which was no fun whatsoever. He was working on some fillings and the whole time I could feel it, so he kept having to jab my mouth with the needle to make it numb, and he stuck the needle in my mouth about 10 times and now I can hardly even open my mouth today. It sucks, but that's the least of my worries and woes.
This junior, Todd Brattstrom died and everyone seems to be pretty sure that's it's suicide. I've heard so many rumors about why he did it, it's crazy. I could not even imagine being in so much pain in your life that you come to the conclusion that the only thing left to do is kill yourself. It's just a permanent solution to a temporary problem. I mean, sure you might be in a lot of pain for a while but it will eventually pass! Moods shift, and nothing lasts forever. My mom was telling me about this guy who was a grade ahead of her in highschool who killed himself because his girlfriend dumped him. That guy has been dead for a long time and he could have spent YEARS being over her, and moving on to someone new, but he never even gave himself the chance to even try that. Suicide is just...horrible. But I guess sometimes people feel as if it's their last option because everyone is just so cruel anymore, and no one really knows how much something means to them until it's gone forever. I wouldn't know though, I've never killed myself. It's just so horrible what he did to himself. No one should be put through that kind of pain.
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