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| Current music: | bowling for soup . girl all the bad guys want |
driving in a trans am
Girls..just have this unjust power to always make guys feel bad.
Don't one of you comment saying that's not so. You have the power, you know you do, now we know you do (don't worry, realizing it's a power..doesn't make it work any less).
But I know. I know I did nothing wrong yesterday. I was not a cold hearted jerk in picking to do some stuff with Ryan over spending time with Jane. Why am I not the jerk? Because I don't say a word when she takes time she could be spending with me and does things with her sorority (don't take this mention of greek life as me endorsing it; everyone has their flaws -- buying into that particular load of crap is hers). So when Ryan wanted me to ride along to go look at guitars in the city; hey -- that sounds cool. I don't know shit about guitars, but good times. And we did have fun and I went; subjecting myself to the mother of all guilt trips when I got back.
And I'm not used to this, Jane's not a girly girl. She's on the low end of gossiping and all that traditional stuff. But I guess some things are just born in "talents".
I realize I'm raving like I'm pissed. I'm not. Because I gave in. I didn't go to abnormal psych and went over to see her this morning. It's giving in to miss class, but then again it's not because we did need to work this out. We needed to talk one way or another. Yeah. So.. that's it.
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