I sent a letter to mike today, i told him everythin! I sed that i love him again, that i understand he doesnt want a long distance relationship, that i love spending time with him n he makes me happier than anyone n that more than anythin i wanna still be friends with him. He never checks his mail in uni which is kept at the front desk of his accommodation and also he is going away at the end of the week for a short break with friends so he prob won't see it for ages. This mornin i did the thing u shud never do, espec in a vulnerable state - i opened the box! The box which has all that was mike and claire - letters, photos, presents, jewellery, cards, lil notes. I cried readin how he used to feel about me, spent 2 hours writin n changin a text to him n ended up writin him a letter. I now feel so relieved that ive got it off my chest! The letter was casual n shouldnt worry him n who knows might make him come runnin back n we'll live happily ever after....Ok so maybe not but at least ive told him how i feel n will wait to hear how he feels. I can't explain but i feel so free and happy now :-)
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