So i went to see Mike yesterday n i did have a really great day, we chatted non stop, had lunch together, went the cinema n just laughed together. He looked gorgeous! We wer huggin for ages in coach station before i left but it was clear thats all that was gonna happen. I know now that i am back loving him, we wer together in yr 12 and 13 and then split when he moved away for uni in september but it wasnt til december that i felt i was over him. We didn't talk for ages n since weve started talkin again from march i've been thinkin more n more about him. I love Michael! He is happy again with us bein best friends, despite him wantin casual sex in easter holidays, so we r just gonna be good friends even though i want more. I don't know whether to tell him i love him or not. It was his decision that things woudnt work long distance n altho hes told me he is still attracted to me n am sure deep down he still loves me its not enough for him to want to get back together. Argh life is confusing!
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