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| Current music: | John Mayer |
Things
Well it's almost 9:00 and I'm at school supposedly typing a 7 page english paper which is due on thursday but for some reason....the words aren't coming up on the screen....Oh maybe because I've been wasting a hour doing nothing surfing the web when I should get to work because I won't finish it tonight and I sure as hell don't wanna stay up all night tomorrow trying to get it done. My life is as calm as I think it can be...nothing is really going on...well nothing until thursday night. I'm going to a Hoobastank concert which I know is going to be dope because I saw then at the Lp concert and their new cd is awesome. My favorite song thus far is "The Reason" which has an awesome video, I can't get enough of it...I think I catch it almost every morning.
On another note...I just recently realized how much people use eachother to get what they want. For instance I have this friend and we were kool in high school and keeping in touch was going well at first but now its not going so well, I email to try to see how shes doing but she doesn't seem to have the time to reply although I know when it comes to something that she may want or need to do but needs a ride to get there she'll call me in an instant. I'm starting to believe that she actually doesn't realize that she does this and another thing is I thought that I was the only on who felt this way but now I know of two other people who have discussed this before also. I'm thinking that I should tell her about how she seems but she's a somewhat defensive person and I know that she probably won't take to heart what I tell her so I figure just fuck it. Why must I make the effort all the time. I'm don't making an effort, who knows maybe she'll see a difference and wonder what happened once she comes out of her little world.
I guess thats enough venting for now I really do have to finish up that paper. I can't wait until the next few days are over...especially tomorrow.
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